Am I BI, Straight or something else?

So I have always been confused about my sexuality, I know I definitely like girls both romantically and sexually but for guys, it's very strange. I do find normal men attractive but I don't have that same feeling I get for girls. but in terms of fiction, I have crushes on fictional men. I have read gay smut stories and have gotten excited from them. I also find femboys hot as well, I tried asking friends about about today (leaving out the reading smunt part) and he just told me I'm just straight.

So I don't know. Am I lying to myself and others about being apart of LGBTQ? do I just have a fetish? What am I?